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Cat Snowplow
pbh3:
He also looks like an ol’ timey submarine that’s in the snow!(via echoscreen)
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A Kitten Wearing A Bow Tie
pbh3:
(via echoscreen)
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(via echoscreen)
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Cat Snuggle Buddies
pbh3:
(via echoscreen)
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Hooded Puppy
pbh3:
(via echoscreen)
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The End
I hope everyone’s happy.
Do you feel good telling others that they suck? Then good. Because I’m not getting affected by it at all. Why? I already know that I suck LOL.
I DO suck, and yes I am the dumbest dumbfuck on earth. I am a manipulative bitch who lies to get sympathy from every fucking little thing on this earth. I am so dumb I have to take drugs just to live. And I’m so stupid I actually hurt myself to feel better (which does work actually).
I’m not here to get any sympathy. I’m just here to say that I already know all that shit, and I know I’m the worst shit ever since I was 9, so you don’t need to tell me. but thanks though. I know, I’m super selfish by still living when I know I should be gone long ago. Oh well, failed attempts…
I just DON’T have enough qualities to be a normal human being. Sorry, I’m lower than that. Somehow, I just…. UGH I feel like slapping myself every time I’m living. I ask God why he created me because I made so much hurt. I ask myself why am I so fucking useless?
But what can I do? I try to die and I get sent back to IMH.ZZZZZZ. WHAT DO YOU FUCKING WANT FROM ME?! Fucking bullshit. Take the blame for you? Sorry ah, you’re not 3. You think it’s my fault? Then tell the lecturers, I’m not going to take the blame for you =__=” That’s stupid.
I’m contradicting? Oh yes, it was my very great ability to tell others how I was always in the right and I have nothing wrong within myself. You know what, I should just fucking shut up. Zzzz my voice is so annoying anyways right.
I don’t get what people want and I don’t wanna care anymore. Hope you all feel better soon because this dumbfuck might just try another go into IMH. Or maybe finally get a successful record, lol.
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Pissed off at you
I’m trying to be cool about everything because I don’t see a need to be angry about something so stupid and childish, but you know what: I’m sick of it so let’s go.
I’m so fucking tired of you people trying to be all angry and pissed off about something YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER. You wanna be angry and pissed, fine with me. But you know what, is it gonna do any fucking good? No, it’s fucking useless and there is no sense into trying to bring something up that was decades ago.
Why are you so pissed? Oh, because I lie. What lie? Oh, I pretend to be mental and you hate natasha and I do alot of rubbish work that doesn’t concern you.
Reality check, bitch. Nobody in their fucking mind, even in an unstable mental state, will try to pretend to be mental. That’s fucking stupid. Would you want to pretend to be depressed? No, that’s STUPID. I used to keep it inside until I learnt to accept myself the way I am and I am depressed, it’s okay. You know how much that took? A lot of fucking COURAGE to actually take it in that there’s something wrong with me. So Fuck You for saying I’m pretending to be mental, that is just mere disrespect. It’s nice to see that you really think i’m fine, which is great. But seriously, use your brain =.=
And what does hating Natasha got to do with anything??? Yes I hate her, actually now I hated her. Yes she is SOO much prettier than me, and she is way smarter. I never said that she wasn’t. I just didn’t like her way of being very two-faced during ICAs, but thanks to you I thought that maybe there’s a different story to it. And I learnt from you too that there is no point trying to be angry with 1)something that is already done and can longer be changed 2)something that doesn’t even fucking concern you. So yes, I hated her. But I’m starting to realise she may not be the bad person I thought she was, maybe it just looked that way due to the stress.
I do alot of rubbish work? OH PLEASE TELL ME MORE ABOUT HOW IT CONCERNS YOU. My rubbish work is my business =.= Shouldn’t you be happy that you feel that you’re doing better-quality work than I am? If it were project works, understandable. But it’s over… IT’S OVER. STOP CRYING OVER THAT MILK THAT’S SPILT AND ALREADY WIPED OFF. and now, I want to do more work. how is that wrong? Tell me. I want to do work because I like to do work. Anything wrong??? bitch, if you think you can do marvellous sparkly magical work then FEEL FREE TO DO THE WORK. I WANT to do it, you DON’T. So stop complaining about things due to your own fucking laziness. There is enough work for both of us to work on so don’t blabber about this fucking bullshit =.=
And finally, WHY ARE YOU SO PISSED AT SOMEONE WHO’S MENTAL, WHOM YOU SEE AS A LIAR, AND SOMEONE WHO DOES RUBBISH WORK? WHY ARE YOU ANGRY AT SOMEONE WHO HAS AN INVISIBLE PRODUCTION HOUSE AND THINKS SHE’S ALL THAT? Bitch you are fucking beautiful, smart and well. Take your life and throw away that hate. I am not worthy of your hatred and attention. Live your life fully and don’t care about useless people like me who got nothing better to do than “trying to top other people”. Bitch you are so much better than trying to dig up mistakes that’s happened years ago. Embrace that beautiful person you are and smile, why hate my dear?
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Haters Messaging?? lol
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Gotta talk about this video!!! Beautiful Demi Lovato ((: I’m not exactly a Lovatix but I really respect her for this song <3
A bipolar girl who’s deeply misunderstood. And she was bullied her whole life, having to go bulimic because she was FAT. So much respect for her, and when I hear her song I feel so much power. Because I know she went through what I’m going through, and she emerged victorious; so will I.
Who knows she could have an attitude problem just like me. But she didn’t deserve what she went through. Nobody deserves such bullcrap.
She’s a beautiful girl, and so am I. Nobody should be bullied. Everrrrr :) #itgetsbetter
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Talk about haters
Yes, finally… I’ve found time to write about something over here. I haven’t been able to handle things very well recently, and I totally forgot about this outlet. Leggo~
So recently (or maybe not so recently), some stuff happened and some people are expressing their hate/dislike towards me. That’s fine, and I don’t blame them. Everybody has the right to hate/dislike anyone right? I mean, even God is hated and he is the Ultimate One. Therefore, I am completely okay with haters (:
Though I would like to take an opportunity to apologise if I did actually DO something to you. I remember my actions very well and I don’t think I will intentionally try to hurt somebody. True, my personality has big, big flaws. And for that, I’m sorry and I AM trying to change, I really am. I’ve been battling with my little arrogance and bitchiness for a while now, unfortunately it has been difficult ): I’m sorry if I did piss anyone off for my bad attitude, but I personally don’t think it is a valid reason to trash on people.
I have people I dislike too. I don’t think I hate anyone so far, God doesn’t hate his haters and neither should I. But there definitely are people I dislike, mainly because of their personalities. Although I can dislike them, I don’t think I have the right to flame them just because of their personalities :/ If our personalities clash, then shouldn’t we just avoid each other? There is no need to waste our energies to fight and bully. If you don’t like my attitude, that’s fine. But if you start flaming me and insulting me because of it, then I don’t think that’s right.
All I’m saying is, if you can’t handle another person’s personality, it’s totally fine. But don’t flame it on that person, instead just ignore it and evade the evvillll. If they DID do something to you, then I’d give you the green light to flame and insult etc etc. But if you’re doing that just because that person irritates you, :/
FYI, I’m not that stupid to think that you all like me. I know that there are people that dislike me. But does that mean I have to dislike them too? Nope, I am free to treat you however I like. And I don’t dislike you, therefore I will treat you like I would with my besties. It’s just my personal principle. I don’t dislike you, so I’m not going to ill-treat you. In fact, I don’t even ill-treat people I dislike. True, I try to ignore and evade them, but I won’t flame and insult them just because they’re irritating lol.
Lastly, I’d like to thank these people to make me the stronger person that I am now (: I am mentally unstable in some ways, and these things are what tells me to stay strong and be tough. So, thanks. These situations just gave me more will to live a happier and better life. Sometimes in the darkest of times will you actually notice the glimmer of light that has always been there.
I don’t want to make you all think like I’m some elitist, which I do tend to be sometimes (sorry about that TwT). But I’m not pretty and not smart. In fact, I’m really fat and ugly, I know xDD But Fat, ugly, obese or nerdy, I like myself the way I am. I don’t see a reason for me to change my appearance (: I know loads of people who are fat and are really beautiful. I have a friend who’s fat called Mardiyana, but she’s one of the most beautiful people I know. She’s horizontally challenged, but she is one of the nicest people I’ve ever ever known and I will never forget her. Your weight doesn’t explain anything about you. I was called “Flabby” by my guy friends in sec sch XDD I don’t mind, because I AM flabby and fat. Nothing wrong with that ((:
And I am not smart. Which is why I really work hard, because I know if I don’t I’m gonna fail. I really admire all of you, who don’t have to work that hard to be that good. I get frustrated because I’m so RC#RQMNCJRT$ET$#T, but everybody has to start somewhere, right?
END OF RANT.
